It’s been a long time…a really long time since I’ve written in this blog. That’s a shame since I know someone reads this. Thanks to you!
I wonder if social relationships are truly worth it, or if everyone just says I come for a job & I don’t need interactions from others to make this paper!
I’m dealing with this thought at work currently. While it’s obvious that I love what I do (and there’s a cute 3 year old who will ask anyone within ear shot where is Miss Cherie when he arrives at camp) I’m finding myself displeased most of the time with the company I keep, save a few folks who I’m cool with.
This happened last year too….now that I think about it! Maybe it’s here!
I start to doubt myself, like…did I do something wrong?
I know I didn’t, but is there a reason to suspect something?
Why do I care? We’re all here to get money anyway right?
Am I pressuring myself to prove to someone (higher up than I) that I’m capable of leading, not just being the assistant? (Quite possibly true, there’s a boss present in my physical space)
If this will be the last time I do this, so be it. I refuse to settle for Unemployment again…my bills don’t understand how 10 month employment works
I have only one week to figure it out…we’ll see how this goes
CMichaux 